01. Name: Esther the Molester "thats my fester-ing" Kim
02. Single or taken: sold and shipped.
03. Sex: yesh please! ha....gay.
04. B'day: soon. 30th
05. Sign: Do not Disturb. and Wrong Way.
06. Siblings: Yumi and Eujean
07. Hair color: skin-tone. ha.
08. Eye color: brown. and sometimes when im really angry...brownER.
09. Shoe size: 7.490
10. Height: stubby
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. Who are your friends? the people who are like, "heeeey!" and know me in the street.
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? mwuh huh.
03. did you send this to your crush? nah. filled out another on xanga.
04. did your crush send this to you? nah. ganked from the kimmiola
f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. Where is your favorite place to shop? um...various malls. online.
02. Any tattoos or piercings? "no. it just seems like too much trouble for some sub-cultures notion of beauty"
s p e c i f i c s
01. Do you do drugs? YESH OK??? YESH! (no.)
02. What kind of shampoo do you use? bar soap.
03. What are you most scared of? my mom, small spaces, lightning/thunder, big dogs, guns, failure, rejection, embarassment, breaking.
04. What are you listening to right now? old school printers doin their thang.
06. Where do you want to get married? new zealand. new york. on a cliff somewhere. someplace high.
07. How many buddies are online right now? dunno.
f a v o r i t e s
01. Color: silver. red. white. on occasion black.
02. Food: hahah here we go...hot salsa and tortillas, grilled chicken caesar salad, silken tofu soup, shin ramen, kimchee (moms), kalbi, steak, cheesesteaks (of both the chicken and beef variety), curly fries, regular fries, donkas, cookies, cheesecake, pastries with filling, korean mocha cake, chips and that onion/chive dip, grapes, strawberries, cherries, tomatoes (RAW and WRIGGLING.... oh wait..), brownies, pb&j, pb&honey, mint chocolate chip iced cream, fajitas, bacon cheeseburgers, sushi, the bread from steak & ale, garlic bread, mangoes, bananas + peanut butter, my omelets, cold cereal, pudding, flavored coffee (on occasion), gourmet korean food, real chinese food, beef ravioli, lasagna, beef stew, fettucine alfredo, reheated pizza, nearly anything you can eat with your fingers, blueberry muffins, and many more....
03. Boys names: written down somewhere.
04. Girls names: see above
05. Subjects in school: personal defense for women. film and media arts. intellectual heritage.
06. Animals: bunnies. sometimes cats. puppies. baby ducks. fat squirrels. fishies with long pretty tails.
07. Sports: um...badminton?
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. Given anyone a bath? yesh.
02. Smoked? im decent but ive never caught fire from the sexiness...
03. Bungee jumped? no.
04. Made yourself throw up? mmm....ye-no?
05. Skinny dipped? mmm.....ye-no?
06: Ever been in love? mm. it hasnt been but it feels like so long ago.
07. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? no.
08. Pictured your crush naked? ive pictured EVERYONE naked
09. Actually seen your crush naked? its amazing how easily someone will take off their clothes if you ask them to...
10. Cried when someone died? yeah.
11. Lied: hahahha hahah hahahahah ahhahahah hahahahhah ahahhaa
12. Fallen for your best friend? yeah.
13. Been rejected? by whom? no way! i went up to a random chick once and put my arm around her and pulled her up close and whispered things in her ear and yo...she liked it.
14. Rejected someone? yeah. and prolly a few times unknowingly.
15. Used someone? its all about the use and abuse.
16. Done something you regret? twice.
c u r r e n t
clothes: ever-present hat, scarf, kick-ass matrix coat, black sweater, white snap button shirt, white tank top, white bra, blue skivs, blue pajama pants, blue jeans, black/white/grey argyle socks, black skechers.
make-up: chap stick. which reminds me...
Smell: smells like teen spirit. i dunno. old books. im in the library.
Favorite artist: dali, da vinci, brom, escher, my oldest sister.
Favorite group: dont have one anymore....
Book you're reading: edgar allen poe collected works.
CD in player: dont have it.
VHS/DVD in player: the crow
l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: one of my roommates.
you imed: oy...um.....dre?
yelled at: eric
a r e | y o u
Understanding: i try to be. not these days tho.
open-minded: its all good.
Arrogant: with my family i think so. sometimes with people who are stupid.
Interesting: i am many weird things...
Hungry: actually yeah. i had breakfast at 7:30 this morning and then sat down and concentrated for like 4 1/2 hours straight.
Smart: people think so.
Moody: YESH OK??? YESH!
Hardworking: when im motivated.
Organized: messy at times but for the most part. i like putting things in pretty boxes.
Healthy: still alive....breathing clear....eyes can see.....ears can hear...mouth can speak and taste....body works...mind works......guess so.
Shy: yeah sometimes.
Attractive: its hard to see someones face when theyre always wearing a hat and glasses and things around their neck. people call me that tho...
Bored easily: no. i play with trash man.
Responsible: because my stupid older sister isnt.
Obsessed: im a stalker.
Angry: ill fuckin fuck you in your fuck fuck!
Sad: numb more like.
Happy: at moments.
Trusting: no. people are sick fucks and i can deal with my own shit too.
Talkative: depends on who im with.
Legal: adult? yeah. drinker? no.
Get really wasted with: nobody. i dont drink.
Get high with: see above. and replace "drink" with "do stupid shit"
Look like: chibi something
Talk to offline: my roommates. myself. eric.
Chatter to online: dont do that.
In the morning i am: making myself get out of bed.
All i need is: a gun and two bullets.
Love is: a silly-faced mystery with odd temperment and a sweet tooth. two-faced. kooky. the most sadistic form of torture.
w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
Coke or pepsi: cherry coke
flowers or candy: flowers AND candy hohohohoh
Tall or short: =( i am many little things...
o p p o s i t e | s e x
What do you notice first: hair, eyes, hands, butt, chest, shoulders
Last person you slow danced with: kasa
Who makes you smile: han, romeo, kasa, eric, kimmi, me, shirley, my roommates, esther, teena, my high school friends
Who gives you butterflies in your tummy when u see them? i think my stomach digested the butterflies
Who do you have a crush on: my right hand. not really.
Who has a crush on you: yeah like i would know that.
d o | y o u | e v e r
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: i did.
Save conversations: i did.
sex: do i ever sex? what myself? yeah. with other people? well...yeah
Wish you were younger: no.
Cry because someone said something to you: im a dork like that.
n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: twice. same person.
of hearts i have broken: not too sure. know of at least 1.
of guys I've kissed: 2
of girls i've kissed: oy...um.....something like....pfft...i dunno....20+?
of continents i have lived in: lived in...1
of tight friends: 0 we dont stay tight.
of cds i own: like 7
of scars on my body: yeah cuz um..i count them and all.
of things that i regret: 2
y o u r | t h o u g h t s
I know: "what 'real' is dont ever tell me to 'get real'".
I want: to live for real.
I wish: things would happen the way id like.
I hate: people who are lazy, stupid, irresponsible, spoiled, affected, posers, pussies.
I fear: ill live all my life doing what my mom wants.
I fight back tears: when people yell at me, when im frustrated and cant relax, when im lonely and tired, when im cold and alone, when somebodys critisizing me, when people bring up the past, when i bring up the past, when i realize something awful ive done, when life rears its ugly head, when people really let me down.
I wonder: what it wouldve been like if id waited just a little longer. where id be if id run away. what would happen if i did what i want.
I regret: only those 2 things.
I love loudest: the little things
f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
01. do you like filling these out: sometimes its like talking to a shrink who just asks questions and doesnt say anything when you reply.
02. how many people are you sending this to: the bazillion people on lj.
03. who will send it back: nobodys.
04. least likely to send it back: um..complete strangers?
05. gold or silver: silver
06. what was the last film you saw at the movies: lotr or once upon a time in mexico
07. favorite cartoon/anime: simpsons, adult swim, used to dig rayearth, chobits, sailor moon, and oh my goddess
08. what did you have for breakfast this morning: bowl of cocoa puffs and a banana with peanut butter
09. who would you love being locked in a room with: God
10. could you live without your computer: well i dont have one so..yeah
11. would you color your hair: if i had any maybe
12. could you ever get off the computer: im about to
13. habla espanol: si. no mucho.
14. how many people are on your buddy list: i forget i havent seen it in a while.
15. drink alcohol: no. but virgin mixed drinks are a rockin good time.
16. like watching sunrises or sunsets: yes.
COMMENTS: sometimes ill think something to myself and smile or laugh and then people look at me weird and then ill notice that they are and then think theyre staring and make the angry scary killer asian bitch face and then theyll run away. or i will. heh. i have sweater marks on my wrist now.
quote of the day: "i want his mariachi pants." -me (in reference to antonio banderas' clothing in desperado)
"oh my god..." -eric